I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but let's face it, there exists a plethora of material in the so called "underground", reserved only for the privilaged few. Sure, every once in a while something surfaces up or leaks out, but the hole is quickly filled with more ellusive goodies.
It's the "privilaged few", the real insiders, who will always be a step ahead.
Am I jealous? you bet I am.
It's like the Freemasons, with their 33 levels of secrecy and knowledge. Those on the first few levels are really nothing more than cogs, left in the dark. They're more inside than the average layman, but not much more.
It's a good system though; earning the right to information should be complex and by invitation only.
It just annoys the hell out of me!